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i try

i speak and no one hears me. i cry and no one cares. i tell them i feel unloved. they tell me they all care. i tell them thats nice and they go along there way. but no one wants to listen. and i don't want to tell. i'll listen to another tell me all there worldly pains. i don't mind being helpful,don't mind speaking my mind. but do you hear what i say? do you want to listen to all my nightmares,my sorrows and my fears. can i cry on your shoulder or will you push me away? i don't want to be a burden but i need someone to love me and push away my fears. i always try t

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Damn girl, i love you.Damn girl i miss you.
Not just that i wish i could see you kind of feeling.
Or that lust to feel you up kind of feeling.
But that basic soulful longing to see you and know your real.
To see you smile and not just hear it in your voice.
To be able to tell if your upset and not try to read your lips.
Not that i can see your lips through the phone.
I can't even remember you enough to draw you very well.
Though thats not to say i haven't tried.
Im going to hug,and kiss and snuggle you.
And you know i always miss you. & Damn girl, i love you.
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an explanation of sortsI don't know if anything i say makes sense. i have no real reason to think that it would. but if it does it doesn't matter. i still don't think you know me. i sound like im crazy. i sound like i cry but i don't and i won't. nope not anymore. why should i?does nothing. it just makes you feel worse-pathetic. So here ya' go:i'll tell you the truth. I was in a bad way on a trip that i took. and i did something stupid. i cut myself-more then once. i've got such pretty little scars now, that proclaim me a cutter. but i won't do it again. i promised an explanation of sorts
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tear you downPut a smile on your face and pretend that your okay nobodys going to ask you how you feel so why bother telling them the truth -they just want a smile and for you to say your fine even if your screaming and crying inside no one cares so why bother? just drown yourself in books and music,build the wall around you higher
and hope that no one tears it down. just hope that no one tears you down.. tear you down
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Uber dumb ass rant.

Mon Jan 21, 2008, 8:11 PM

Mood: Longing
Watching: time go by to quickly.

FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUUUUUCCCCCCKKKK!! I HATE THIS! This constant silence About EVERYTHING. Myself, mostly. and my lovey. God. I want to be able to say when people ask me 'do you have a boyfriend' "No.I don't have a boyfriend, I have a girlfriend and she's more amazing then everything so shove off." and honestly I. WOULD. SAY. THAT. but i can't cause of my fucktard dad. I want... Fuck i don't know what the hell i want. Alex. Just Alex I wanna hold on to my Alex. I miss you so fucking much girl. So very,very much. *glomp-hug-tackle-snuggle-kisses to you*

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